Jason’s fist struck the front door again just as I answered my attorney’s call.
“Do not open that door,” she said.
Her voice was calm enough to cut through the pounding.
Outside, Jason pressed his face close to the glass beside the entrance.
Carol stood several feet behind him among the boxes and suitcases scattered across the lawn, her expression moving between embarrassment and confusion.
“This is my house!” Jason shouted.
“Open the door right now!”
I held the phone against my ear and looked at the folder on the table.
My attorney had told me at 4:12 that morning to stay calm and wait.
I had done exactly that, although every instinct in my body had wanted to run.
Running would have given Jason another story to tell.
He already had one prepared.
I was unstable.
I was emotional.
I was impossible to live with.
Those were the words he used whenever he needed other people to ignore what he was doing.
The security cameras told a different story.
“Are you still recording?” my attorney asked.
“Yes.”
“Good.”
Jason struck the door again.
Carol finally stepped onto the porch.
“Jason, stop,” she hissed.
“The neighbors can hear you.”
That was Carol’s first concern.
Not my bruised face.
Not why her son’s belongings were sitting on the lawn.
The neighbors.
Appearances.
Jason ignored her.
“You think you can throw me out?” he yelled through the glass.
“You think because you’re having another one of your little episodes you can take my house from me?”
I looked at my reflection in the window over his shoulder.
The makeup he had told me to use could not hide much.
Beneath the thin layer of foundation, my cheek was purple.
My eye was swollen.
The marks on my arm remained visible.
But for the first time since the night before, I did not feel trapped inside that reflection.
I picked up the folder.
Carol noticed.
“What is that?” she asked.
Jason glanced back at her.
“Nothing.”
His answer came too fast.
That was when I understood something I had missed for years.
Jason had not simply assumed the house was his because we were married.
He had allowed Carol to believe it too.
Maybe he had even told her directly.
Carol stepped closer to the door.
“Open up,” she called to me, trying to make her voice softer.
“We can all sit down and discuss this like adults.”
I almost laughed.
The night before, her son had dragged me away from my own bedroom door because I had refused to give her the downstairs suite.
Now she wanted an adult discussion.
I stayed where I was.
“Carol,” I said through the closed door, “ask Jason whose name is on the deed.”
Silence.
For the first time that afternoon, Jason stopped moving.
Carol turned toward him.
“What does she mean?”
“Nothing,” he said.
Again, too quickly.
My attorney heard every word through the phone.
“Keep the door closed,” she reminded me.
Jason recovered almost instantly.
“We’re married,” he said loudly.
“It’s ours.
She can’t just decide otherwise because she’s angry.”
I opened the folder.
Inside was a copy of the recorded property deed, along with the documents transferring the home to me after my father died.
My father had bought the property.
My father